Never Ending Grief
I search inside my heart
For the meaning of my pain,
I'm searching for a memory
To see your face again.
So clouded is my window
So raw inside my heart,
Looking for the reason,
That we were torn apart.
I cannot understand
I cannot reason why,
I was ill, and needed help
Now deep inside I die.
I cry because I love you
And I cannot understand,
I hate, because I know
The power of their hand.
I know they didn't care for me
I know I wanted you,
But God above, please help me
This is tearing me in two.
I had you as a baby
Until the age of three,
A precious little girl
That God, has sent for me.
Please always know you're wanted
Please always know I care,
Please always know I love you
And I wish I could be there.
Be there for you to kiss goodnight
Be there for you to hold,
Please understand, it was not me
Who left you in the cold.
Please understand this poem
That I have written for you,
Can never have an ending
Till you are with me too.
Written By : Ayesha A. (A Birthmother)